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第7章 Moon Talks

Rain

They say that rain is droplet of water from the cloud

When it comes down

it searches for sign of drought,

it loses itself

in heavier rain.

Theres not much rain in my city.

This reminds me of us, of your eyes looking into distance

when I look at you.

Your eyes: a breathing mirror, my evening cradle……

(If all this isnt too much, my dear)

Sometimes I would bury myself in pouring rain,

eyes closed, thinking——

If I forget how Ive lived through all,

it is your eyes that I shall blame but then forgive.

(If you could say: No, not at all……)

They say that rain is droplet of water from the cloud,

that rain is love.

Solid Geometry——A Tribute

If I shall fold and reduce the time into

A pocketful of definite shapes:

a willow grove, a spiral staircase, womens pearl buttons,

And rest them, one by one, at your doorsteps——

So on the same morning, when you retreat from your last sleep,

maybe——you could have all the worlds creations and kills collected under the sunlight——

Touched, quivered, yet began to live!

In spite of the eternal distortion of horizon I ventured,

I amaze at your cupidity of the divine disorder which

urges you, tilting a colored stone, to wonder:

who will I be in this hour of

disquiet, on the day of doom?

Here beneath your feet,

ancient tribes on march, skulls whitened by centuries

——old secrets, and fire——

the primitive fire upon your frail shoulder,

licks away the angels and puts out the green stars…

If I could only do this for you, my love——

to elate your fresh desires and thirsts,

I shall be contented.

(Eventually, if the time shall reduce me into

a shell, a mimosa, a song in the valley, a handful of dust,

and rest me near your hands and breaths——

I shall company you whom Ive courted for so long and whom

I shall forever be inferior to——

and secretly, fit myself into your finger——ring for a memento fore ver.)

Published at Yarn, an online literary review,in 2016

Published at Creative Communication in 2016

1908

We were riding through the frosted fields at night

When winds were easy and moon in flight.

A sudden rosy light sprang up from the end of the forking path

Roused the weary ones gentle wonder:

Whose carriage creaked softly down the road

In a fleeting moment we did pass by?

One of us slowed his pony and whistled.

Did he also catch a glimpse of the sad brow

Under the black hair, white shawl floating in the dark, and

Trembling fingers fixing an earring?

That was many years ago. And yet again

Aroused by the same gentle wonder,

I put down the pen and think of her whom upon the path I meet no mor e.

Published at Yarn, an online literary review,in 2016

In Response to Van Goghs Wheatfield of Crows

WHATS UNDER THE PAINTING?

Eyes are black swarms

The buzzing

becomes

louder and louder

in the two deep blue,

burning worlds

(From where comes the blue? From upon? From below?)

Sharp beak, the hand of wheat

targets the eye,

staring

Two worlds

burning a deeper blue

CLOSE YOUR EYES NOW

The wheels crushing the night

wallow through

Cant tell

if its a strand of

a stretch of

or a flock of…

What is left?

Points and lines gallop across

Colors rise like a moon

NOW LET US HANG UP A MOON

Eyes, a flock of crow

crash into

a circle of

hard silence

Where am I?

Deep blue doesnt answer

but quietly

shed its skin,

exposed to moonlight

AND TAKE OUT THE CROWS

Silence falls upon the wheatfield

(Silence is a small pack of thing,

just like a night)

Black-blue swallows the wheatfield

The buzzing between the two worlds

softer but sharper

Somewhere far from the wheatfield

Eyes, crows

sit on the

frame

Whatever is burning now,

will long remain so.

OPEN YOUR EYES

It let us in

and out.

and in.