"If, as I have, you also doe, Vertue attired in woman see, And dare love that, and say so too, And forget the He and She;And if this love, though placed so, From prophane men you hide, Which will no faith on this bestow, Or, if they doe, deride:
Then you have done a braver thing Than all the Worthies did, And a braver thence will spring, Which is, to keep that hid."--DR. DONNE.
Sir James Chettam's mind was not fruitful ill devices, but his growing anxiety to "act on Brooke," once brought close to his constant belief in Dorothea's capacity for influence, became formative, and issued in a little plan; namely, to plead Celia's indisposition as a reason for fetching Dorothea by herself to the Hall, and to leave her at the Grange with the carriage on the way, after making her fully aware of the situation concerning the management of the estate.
In this way it happened that one day near four o'clock, when Mr. Brooke and Ladislaw were seated in the library, the door opened and Mrs. Casaubon was announced.
Will, the moment before, had been low in the depths of boredom, and, obliged to help Mr. Brooke in arranging "documents" about hanging sheep-stealers, was exemplifying the power our minds have of riding several horses at once by inwardly arranging measures towards getting a lodging for himself in Middlemarch and cutting short his constant residence at the Grange; while there flitted through all these steadier images a tickling vision of a sheep-stealing epic written with Homeric particularity. When Mrs. Casaubon was announced he started up as from an electric shock, and felt a tingling at his finger-ends.
Any one observing him would have seen a change in his complexion, in the adjustment of his facial muscles, in the vividness of his glance, which might have made them imagine that every molecule in his body had passed the message of a magic touch. And so it had.
For effective magic is transcendent nature; and who shall measure the subtlety of those touches which convey the quality of soul as well as body, and make a man's passion for one woman differ from his passion for another as joy in the morning light over valley and river and white mountain-top differs from joy among Chinese lanterns and glass panels? Will, too, was made of very impressible stuff.
The bow of a violin drawn near him cleverly, would at one stroke change the aspect of the world for him, and his point of view shifted--as easily as his mood. Dorothea's entrance was the freshness of morning.
"Well, my dear, this is pleasant, now," said Mr. Brooke, meeting and kissing her. "You have left Casaubon with his books, I suppose.
That's right. We must not have you getting too learned for a woman, you know.""There is no fear of that, uncle," said Dorothea, turning to Will and shaking hands with open cheerfulness, while she made no other form of greeting, but went on answering her uncle. "I am very slow.
When I want to be busy with books, I am often playing truant among my thoughts. I find it is not so easy to be learned as to plan cottages."She seated herself beside her uncle opposite to Will, and was evidently preoccupied with something that made her almost unmindful of him.
He was ridiculously disappointed, as if he had imagined that her coming had anything to do with him.
"Why, yes, my dear, it was quite your hobby to draw plans.
But it was good to break that off a little. Hobbies are apt to ran away with us, you know; it doesn't do to be run away with.
We must keep the reins. I have never let myself be run away with;I always pulled up. That is what I tell Ladislaw. He and Iare alike, you know: he likes to go into everything. We are working at capital punishment. We shall do a great deal together, Ladislaw and I.""Yes," said Dorothea, with characteristic directness, "Sir James has been telling me that he is in hope of seeing a great change made soon in your management of the estate--that you are thinking of having the farms valued, and repairs made, and the cottages improved, so that Tipton may look quite another place. Oh, how happy!"--she went on, clasping her hands, with a return to that more childlike impetuous manner, which had been subdued since her marriage.
"If I were at home still, I should take to riding again, that I might go about with you and see all that! And you are going to engage Mr. Garth, who praised my cottages, Sir James says.""Chettam is a little hasty, my dear," said Mr. Brooke, coloring slightly;"a little hasty, you know. I never said I should do anything of the kind. I never said I should NOT do it, you know.""He only feels confident that you will do it," said Dorothea, in a voice as clear and unhesitating as that of a young chorister chanting a credo, "because you mean to enter Parliament as a member who cares for the improvement of the people, and one of the first things to be made better is the state of the land and the laborers.
Think of Kit Downes, uncle, who lives with his wife and seven children in a house with one sitting room and one bedroom hardly larger than this table!--and those poor Dagleys, in their tumble-down farmhouse, where they live in the back kitchen and leave the other rooms to the rats! That is one reason why I did not like the pictures here, dear uncle--which you think me stupid about. I used to come from the village with all that dirt and coarse ugliness like a pain within me, and the simpering pictures in the drawing-room seemed to me like a wicked attempt to find delight in what is false, while we don't mind how hard the truth is for the neighbors outside our walls.
I think we have no right to come forward and urge wider changes for good, until we have tried to alter the evils which lie under our own hands."Dorothea had gathered emotion as she went on, and had forgotten everything except the relief of pouring forth her feelings, unchecked:
an experience once habitual with her, but hardly ever present since her marriage, which had been a perpetual struggle of energy with fear.