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Still, mamma could see to those while we were away.""Yes, to be sure. We must be away a week or so.""Oh, more than that!" said Rosamond, earnestly. She was thinking of her evening dresses for the visit to Sir Godwin Lydgate's, which she had long been secretly hoping for as a delightful employment of at least one quarter of the honeymoon, even if she deferred her introduction to the uncle who was a doctor of divinity (also a pleasing though sober kind of rank, when sustained by blood). She looked at her lover with some wondering remonstrance as she spoke, and he readily understood that she might wish to lengthen the sweet time of double solitude.

"Whatever you wish, my darling, when the day is fixed. But let us take a decided course, and put an end to any discomfort you may be suffering. Six weeks!--I am sure they would be ample.""I could certainly hasten the work," said Rosamond. "Will you, then, mention it to papa?--I think it would be better to write to him."She blushed and looked at him as the garden flowers look at us when we walk forth happily among them in the transcendent evening light:

is there not a soul beyond utterance, half nymph, half child, in those delicate petals which glow and breathe about the centres of deep color?

He touched her ear and a little bit of neck under it with his lips, and they sat quite still for many minutes which flowed by them like a small gurgling brook with the kisses of the sun upon it.

Rosamond thought that no one could be more in love than she was;and Lydgate thought that after all his wild mistakes and absurd credulity, he had found perfect womanhood--felt as If already breathed upon by exquisite wedded affection such as would be bestowed by an accomplished creature who venerated his high musings and momentous labors and would never interfere with them; who would create order in the home and accounts with still magic, yet keep her fingers ready to touch the lute and transform life into romance at any moment;who was instructed to the true womanly limit and not a hair's-breadth beyond--docile, therefore, and ready to carry out behests which came from that limit. It was plainer now than ever that his notion of remaining much longer a bachelor had been a mistake:

marriage would not be an obstruction but a furtherance.

And happening the next day to accompany a patient to Brassing, he saw a dinner-service there which struck him as so exactly the right thing that he bought it at once. It saved time to do these things just when you thought of them, and Lydgate hated ugly crockery.

The dinner-service in question was expensive, but that might be in the nature of dinner-services. Furnishing was necessarily expensive;but then it had to be done only once.

"It must be lovely," said Mrs. Vincy, when Lydgate mentioned his purchase with some descriptive touches. "Just what Rosy ought to have. I trust in heaven it won't be broken!""One must hire servants who will not break things," said Lydgate.

(Certainly, this was reasoning with an imperfect vision of sequences.

But at that period there was no sort of reasoning which was not more or less sanctioned by men of science.)Of course it was unnecessary to defer the mention of anything to mamma, who did not readily take views that were not cheerful, and being a happy wife herself, had hardly any feeling but pride in her daughter's marriage. But Rosamond had good reasons for suggesting to Lydgate that papa should be appealed to in writing.

She prepared for the arrival of the letter by walking with her papa to the warehouse the next morning, and telling him on the way that Mr. Lydgate wished to be married soon.

"Nonsense, my dear!" said Mr. Vincy. "What has he got to marry on?

You'd much better give up the engagement. I've told you so pretty plainly before this. What have you had such an education for, if you are to go and marry a poor man? It's a cruel thing for a father to see.""Mr. Lydgate is not poor, papa. He bought Mr. Peacock's practice, which, they say, is worth eight or nine hundred a-year.""Stuff and nonsense! What's buying a practice? He might as well buy next year's swallows. It'll all slip through his fingers.""On the contrary, papa, he will increase the practice. See how he has been called in by the Chettams and Casaubons.""I hope he knows I shan't give anything--with this disappointment about Fred, and Parliament going to be dissolved, and machine-breaking everywhere, and an election coming on--""Dear papa! what can that have to do with my marriage?""A pretty deal to do with it! We may all be ruined for what I know--the country's in that state! Some say it's the end of the world, and be hanged if I don't think it looks like it! Anyhow, it's not a time for me to be drawing money out of my business, and I should wish Lydgate to know that.""I am sure he expects nothing, papa. And he has such very high connections: he is sure to rise in one way or another.

He is engaged in making scientific discoveries."Mr. Vincy was silent.

"I cannot give up my only prospect of happiness, papa Mr. Lydgate is a gentleman. I could never love any one who was not a perfect gentleman. You would not like me to go into a consumption, as Arabella Hawley did. And you know that I never change my mind."Again papa was silent.

"Promise me, papa, that you will consent to what we wish.